Bless the Moms in All The World

As sad as I may be and as much as my life sucks at times, it is not as bad as what my neighbor is going through.  She is watching her daughter die bit by bit.  As a mother with 2 daughters it just breaks my heart. Her daughter had a stroke in Oct. and has been going downhill since. My neighbor recently sold her daughter's horses when she had to face the fact that she'd never be well enough to ride again.

Recently she had a manicurist visit her daughter and give her a mani/pedi.  She said it is the only thing she can do for the girl; there is no fixing what ails her.

I am blessed that both my daughters and all my grandchildren are doing well. On this Mother's Day, I don't take anything for granted.

Holding my grandbaby Maggie.

Dreams and Wishes

Right now I can't stop thinking about going to the Cairo Carnival on the Queen Mary. It's a belly dance extravaganza. And I also keep thinking about going to the International Juggler's Associations yearly conventions again. I stopped going to all those things when I had kids to feed and bigger things eating my life up. I'm tired of missing out on life. The question is, where am I going to generate the money to get my life back on track before I'm too old to enjoy traveling? I need to rejoin the Middle Eastern Cultural and Dance Association and the I.J.A. What you focus on gets stronger so I'm going to keep trying to get what I want.